Im back in Montreallllllllll ♥ gahh ive missed this place too much.

Anonymous asked: I've met this amazing guy, he's not one of those swagger bad boys, he's a gentleman, old fashioned respectful and considerate kind hearted person. I told him I'm not allowed to date yet, and he said he'd wait for me, no matter how long it takes. He's met my mom and she loves him, but she wants be to wait until I'm 18 which is 3 years from now, and he still says to me everyday that he'll wait an eternity for me. But I'm afraid/doubtful of what will happen in those 3yrs... help me please :(

I went through a phase of dying to date when I was iny teenage years. I actually bugged my parents like crazy while growing up because I wanted to have a boyfriend so bad. But the church, my parents, and God told me that I should wait. Because after all, love is all about timing. But my parents couldn’t take it anymore because I was so annoying and originally they said I can only date when im done with college but they gave up and said you know what fine just go have a boyfriend! And by then I was 17 and I was like woooo yay! So I was like alright so what now? And I couldn’t find the one so a year has passed and when I was 18 I was like woah dang 18 years and nbsb (no boyfriend since birth) so I thought to myself I might as well make this special. Ive waited all my life already so why rush into something unless I know it’s the one ? And that’s when I remembered what God and my parents has been telling me. We weren’t made to date around and see whos best for us. Each time u date someone, each time u love someone, u give a little piece of your heart. So don’t date unless you have intention to truly marry that person because you want to be able to give them your whole heart completely. I know that you feel like you’ve found a great guy and that he seems perfect and stuff but hey its hard to say whether or not hes the one so why not use this opportunity to see? He says he’ll wait so let time tell! Take these 3 years and be friends with him and tell him where you stand, your values, and how you feel. And if he’s a good guy, then he would treasure you and wait for you. Allow these 3 years to show you if you guys are meant to be or not. Because a lot can happen in 3 years. Maybe this guy’s not the one for you and someone else is. But because you’re already taken you will miss the opportunity of being with him. You want to be available when the right guy comes along. Ive met a lot of guys now too and Ive also had my share of thinking this guys or that guys the one and im thankful every time that God has shown me theyre not the one. Sometimes im still stubborn but God really doesnt want us to settle because he wants us to have the best. So please wait. Be patient. And don’t worry. Because God knows best. And the right guy for you will be given to you in the right time :) feel free to talk to me anytime and ill be here to listen and encourage you ♥

Anonymous asked: where are you going this summer?

Going to canada this sunday.

I hate waiting.

Ang sarap diba? Yung alam mong merong isang tao na hindi ka nya kayang matiis. (:

I’m going to forget you.

I just don’t trust you anymore. I can’t help it. I’m sorry.

Im not done packing.
I still have to pack shoes and medicines and toiletries… but no space in my bag left T_T

Anonymous asked: What ever it is cheer up! :) You'll be fine. Get plenty of rest and stay cheerful and you'll be fine.

thank you :’(